The happy day of Spring Festival is over. And the relaxing normal life of winter holiday is getting closer and closer to the end. I will be thrown to the working machine, back to the desperate life once again.
After a yearly party with colleagues last month, I am still puzzled by the feeling that almost every people around me are like strangers. I don't know their thinking style, and I don't understand what is the meaning of their saying and doing. In my eyes, almost all the people behaved oddly.
In the party, they were talking in low voice by the ear, eyes turning around. They smiled mysteriously, with right hand blocking the exposed teeth, and keep talking. They whispered to each other about the new appointed position of other people, otherwise I don't care others but myself. They say sorry to me for the "unfair" pay or the "unfair" treatment with great sympathy, but I still don't care. Not because I am not a mister, but because it is not worth to haggle over every ounce. I do care time more than such stirring tales.
People working around always behaved such way. When meeting with each other, they don't like to say "What's up" "How do you do" "You look well today" "nice/glad to meet you" etc, and they don't expect to hear the answer like "I'm fine" "OK". They love to have a glance from head to foot, with their eyes widely opened and talk to you seriously "You look bad today, are you sick?" As known to all that Give a dog a bad name and hang him. So such a dark morning will bring a whole dark day. I really don't know what their purpose is, but they must have ace up their sleeves, maybe an ax to grind. At first, I was always choked up by such "friendly" greetings. Now I was confused, but I begin to take no care for it. Because compared with time, such ridiculous words are not worthy high costs of thinking time.
Here in order to look good, no one wish others good. In their minds benefits need to rob the weak. There is no sanctuary, no place without gun smoke, and no smile without snipers. This is career! I have learned my lesson so many times, but I still puzzled like a fresh. "They are humanbeing, right? Anything about human being in society can not be explained in short words, right? So fish, are you ready? --The only living rule is nothing but personal favorite, accept and in or out."
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